Avoiding RAW...

So tomorrow my first two RAW are due...when I read this assignment all I think about is raw meat, raw vegetables, and everything else that is raw.  I absolutely do NOT think about a research analysis worksheet followed by a critique over the worksheet.  I'm sorry, but can we not come up with a better acronym for "assignment that is going to make you want to jump off a cliff" than RAW?  Maybe I'm just in a negative nancy mood, maybe I have writers block, or maybe I just would rather be anywhere 

but here, but I DON'T WANT TO DO MY HOMEWORK!!! lol.  Mother or ladies who feel as though they are my mother, do not fear, my homework will get done  properly and be turned in on time, but for right now I am blogging instead (obviously).

So what is something else interesting going on in my life...hm... I am making good grades still. Oh wait that is still about school.  Ooo.. My neighbor across the breeze-way well his apartment was broken into two nights ago while he was out of town. This all lead to me crying my eyes out all night long last night terrified some crazy person would try to get me.  I mean seriously if you're going to try to come into my house I have a strong feeling adrenaline would take over and I'd beat you, but when you're laying in bed  late at night every noise sounds like a bad guy trying to get in and  IT'S FLIPPIN' SCARY! I'm not really sure how to resolve this problem... last night I called Mommy then proceeded to pray until I drifted off into the world of sleep.  Hopefully my fears will subside soon.

What else is new? I'm going to Eureka Springs this weekend to see my cousin Tyler Lewis get married! 

I really like Eureka and I could definitely use a massage. I'm hoping to twist my Mommy's arm enough that maybe she'll let me get one.  Oh my birthday is in like a week and a half.  I don't feel any excitement about it this year.  I'm not sure if it is because I'm in school or because believe it or not ladies and gentlemen, but

 I'M AN OLD WOMAN!

 I do believe I'm going to just stop counting birthdays and say I'm still 16... 

I enjoyed being 16 except for the whole teenage girl drama, but life was so carefree.  Anyways I'm whining a lot today but I do need to say that life is really awesome! 

I'm super happy about being in grad school and I love it even if I have to work hard! I also feel blessed every day to have a God that loves and takes care of me! I really must start doing homework now before I go to church!