It never fails whenever I have a massive amount of homework due...I would rather do anything besides complete it. It also seems like during these times my brain likes to transform into some unknown substance and stay that way for prolong periods of time. All of this makes me giggle and yet my work sits incomplete.
I am currently working on 3 more RAWS. I just called my dearest Daddy to inform him that I will more than likely be earning a C in this dreaded class because I do not understand how to complete a RAW accurately. His response (being a male), "Awe a C in graduate school isn't so bad". I burst into tears, "Daddy I don't want a C...I want all A's!!!!" Needless to say he told me to pray then proceeded to try and help me with this horrid assignment. After ten minutes of throwing around all the words associated with RAW's including: evidence, research, limitations, peer-reviewed, effect sizes, statistically significant findings, strong effect sizes, quality of the study, cognitive rehabilitation, language domain, etc. He replied...baby just keep reading the questions slowly until you understand them...sorry I just don't know how else to help you. At first this made me start crying all over again, but after our phone call ended I calmed down and realized how grateful I really am. My daddy is probably at work right now out in this horrid heat, and yet he took time out of his busy schedule to try and help me understand my homework. He also tried to reassure me that I can do this work even if it is really hard. Not only this, but he built up my faith by reminding me to turn everything over to my Creator.
Sometimes I wonder what I'm going to do:
-Because school is hard...
-Because I don't know about tomorrow...
-Because I don't think I can pass...
-Because I feel so ignorant...
-Because I'm so small in this BIG world...
-Because Satan is a sneaky thing...
-Because temptation is great...
-Because life isn't always easy...
Then I call on my Father, regardless of it is good ole Timmy Boy who has lead my family in the right way and raised me in a Christian home, or if it is the King of Kings who is always here watching over me each step of the way. Whenever I call on my earthly father I am reminded that my Heavenly Father is guiding me and I no longer have to wonder what I'm going to do because IT ISN'T UP TO ME! :-) I'm so thankful for my wonderful life! Thanks Daddy for picking me up without even realizing I had fallen!
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